more laughs and a few more drinks. I wish I was strong enough to get up and go one day. I have enough money left to get me to someplace warm maybe on the fringes of the rainforest. I would bring a guitar, a good knife, a good old fashioned flint, the clothes on my back, and as much as I could fit inside a medium sized backpack. I could get lost in that forest and live a carefree life with the trees and the animals for an audience. I know that you can find fruits and nuts all year round in the South American Tropics. When I was born I knew nothing about taxes, gas bills, telephone bills, mortgages, insurance bills, heating oil bills, cable bills, or credit cards. I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then.

So, I am an artist and this is my cry of rage, this is how
I rage against the machine,
I rage against the dying of the light,
I rage against .....

Ah, what's the use ... I'm pretty pathetic aren't I?

Oh yes, I guess I did know that - this is the cross that I have to carry - actually, I have carried it for most of my life.

Fuck it!